Underneath The Moon

Wednesday, January 16th, 2008

Here With Me

I watch you sleep…

As the sun-drape shadows

Fall upon your face…

The early morning sun…

Showing it’s contours…

Sometimes I wonder..

What I did to deserve this…

Deserve you….

Everything is so blissful here-

And I don’t want this to end…

So hold on to me….

Lie here with me in bed,

Theres no-one here…

Lie with me …

And let’s watch the world disappear…

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Thursday, October 12th, 2006

Chaos

Why should I believe?
I cant’ even save you…..
How the hell are YOU going to?

Twisted thoughts circle through my mind.
They can not be deciphered.
They can not be defined.

It always seems to be raining in my head.
Without the calm after the storm.
Who there hell are you?
And how did you get here?

Infinite sadness washes through me.
Erasing my existence- For me no pennance.
I hide in shadows… I bleed….

I don’t even know what I am waiting for anyway….
Everything is always the same from day to day…..
Vicious cycle never ceasing to end… S
evered emotions I know will never mend.
(full circle) Torn in half- separated from the outside looking in.
Beneath my skin… ….
Im always alone by my own choice…
hearing not a voice.
Give me one good reason why I should pretend my hatred doesn’t exsist?
Give me one reason why my hate I should try to resist?
There isn’t any hope in chaos.

And I don’t care if I live or die.
There isn’t any hope in chaos because there is not any hope in me.
BLEED IN - BLEED OUT- BREATHE OUT- BREATHE IN-
Where do I even start to mend?

My warning- to you meant nothing.
My shadow.. Why don’t you go back to sleep?
WAKE UP! I just don’t give a fuck.
Don’t care….. I should disappear.

Is this the way it really is suppose to be?
Everyone has their day to die, right?
Sometimes I wish my day would arrive…
I will not fight. I will embrace the black wings of death….
NO ONE SEES ME!!!
NO ONE SEES ME BLEED!!!
What the fuck do I need?
LOST…….. I want to believe.. I want to trust..
It rains in my head and I begin to rust.
My warning still means nothing……..

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Friday, September 29th, 2006

Suffocated Sacrifice

I didn’t know
I was staring at a ghost…
I didn’t know,
That we were broke..
So now you watch,
Parts of me slowly die…
Just so you know,
That you are still alive…
You have painfully
Bound yourself to me….
And now I have become
Your suffocated sacrifice….
Beautifully Ugly…
Is what the eyes
Of the beholder sees….
Beautifully Ugly…
I die by your disease….
Impregnate me with hate…
Just like you did before,
But I’m sure as time goes by,
You’ll forget what for….
Scars are the only things,
That link me to my past,
They cover my empty soul,
And will not fade fast….
On bloody kness I crawl…
Around on the ground..
Where I’ve been kicked down….
I pick my new scabs..
And toss them into my collection..
Of the pain induced
By your infection…
Emotonal detatchment from you ..
My haunted past reflections…
Sear my tangled insides ….
Hollowed eyes and swallowed lies..
This mark implies…..
I have been apprised…
My torture reappears..
And again begins to fester…
My screams now ..
Are nothing but whispers…